It's Okay

Good Morning My Confidants

It is one of those days.

I truly thank God that I don't have to work today. In fact, I can further thank the Universe that I don't have to work any longer. I don't know what today would be like if I was at work.

I think that I shan't imagine it.

What we think about, we bring about.

I am not sure what the heck is going on. And I don't want to claim anything. Just blah. Tried. Could easily get cranky. Not reading much on social media because I can tell it will be one of those days where I call out stupidity, and do it rudely. I don't want to go there. No motivation. I've been up two hours and just finally put dinner on (it's a all day slow-cooker meal). I didn't add spices yet. It can wait.

I didn't want to meditate and I'm not going to. I don't want to read by inspirational book. Nadda. Meh. Feeling of malaise? Looked that word up and it said, "A state of general bodily weakness or discomfort that frequently precedes the onset of a disease." That doesn't feel right so maybe I am just being dramatic (imagine a queen being dramatic!) But it also says....

Emotional tiredness

Difficulty concentrating

Mental uneasiness

Lethargy or discomfort that is vague or unfocused

Now that nails it.

I did finally restart all my medications a few days ago so I could very well be reacting to that and it will all smooth over in a few days. That feels right. And I had a Covid booster and that can mimic flu-like symptoms.

Front door is open. I can feel a nice breeze and hear the cardinals singing (which I love) and dogs want to cuddle (interestingly, they seem to feel the same way I do).

I think maybe I don't need to worry about it. That will make it worse, and, what we think about, we bring about.

Put a movie on.

Relax.

I am blessed and have choices most people don't.

Relax.

This is the day that the Universe has given me. I am alive. I am breathing. That is a blessing.

Peace be with you all,

Namaste,

BG "Gentle Ben" Thomas

PS: Dinner is going to be wonderful!